I was sitting in our tuk tuk tonight, facing forward and letting the wind blow on my face as we puttered through the hot smoggy streets, and I closed my eyes and smiled when I realized that, for the first time that I can recall in a long time, I am happy. I felt it distinctly. Right through me. I am where I should be. I am becoming more aware of myself every day and the world and the people around me, and I am happy. I am happy.