six months of applications later

[lolamatopoeia]

I finished the application, and it's now out of my hands. I am exhausted. I got a lot of help from some tremendous and brilliant friends, and I put my best efforts into the proposal and now it's just ... it's done. I am completely trusting that whatever happens after this, I will be completely ok.

To be honest though, things are going to get really fucking complicated if I actually get in.

Comments

[adventureman.livejournal.com]

It doesn't seem right to hope that you don't get in.

[lolamatopoeia.livejournal.com]

I know. I'm just hoping for peace and serenity about the whole thing. I will, truly and honestly, be happy either way. Fingers crossed!